Here I sit on the precipice of a new chapter.
I know that sounds dramatic… but it is!
I can almost not believe that tonight I shall be winging my way to Dubai.
And then tomorrow as the sun comes up over the desert sands I will fly on to Paris.
Life couldn’t be more exciting.
But for anyone who has followed my blog for the past few years will know… it hasn’t always been that way.
I have come so far since this journey started.
I have faced hardship… and pain.
And now… at last… I have reached the final step to freedom.
I’m a little frightened. Which is natural I guess.
Taking that leap of faith into the unknown abyss was never going to be easy.
But it is essential.
And as they say:
“Great oceans were never discovered without first losing sight of the shore”
The decision to go to France was more an impulse than a decision. Something I could not NOT do. It was a foregone conclusion. .Not a decision at all.
Call it fate.
Or destiny.
It was already written.
Have you ever noticed how destiny simply presents itself… right there in front of you.
You look at it and instinctively know what’s going to happen.
Well… now when the Universe speaks… I listen [and it's not like I have a choice] [grin]
Of course… I could choose not to go. I do have free will.
But why? I’ve already seen myself there!
What’s been really funny though… is how the Universe has also been sending me trials to test my will. To test my stick-ability. My conviction to going. My readiness to meet the challenge.
From the very first day I booked my flights… obstacles have bobbed up all over the place.
Lights went out in my house.
Things broke.
My old laptop died.
My new car went back to the dealership with an oil leak [twice]
It’s like the spirit went out of the place.
But I got to do new wonderful things… like sit in a hammock sideways and look at the moon.
This place… this paradise I call home… has been really turning it on for me over the last couple of weeks. Perfect cool clear crisp blue sky days. Days when the balmy breeze threatens to take over everything.
My life is in that breeze. My heart is in this place.
But I was beginning to not see it.
I need change. In order to see it all again.
Do you know what I mean? Have you ever felt like that?
I bought a book of paintings by artist Thomas McKnight in Hawaii quite a few years ago.
I remember how his process resonated with me then.
He divided his time between New England and Florida… painting Florida while longing for the deep cosiness of New England… and painting New England while longing for the cool balm of Florida.
I get that. I really do.
I am taking my laptop… and an arsenal of electronic equipment to hopefully stay in touch with you by way of blog articles… music… and videos.
I will also be setting up a brand new Facebook page
PAINT WRITE LOVE
[a nod to Elizabeth Gilbert's Eat Pray Love with huge apologies] so you can track me down and follow my progress.
And I will be counting on your moral support along the way!
I don’t speak French… so wish me luck… [I may well starve to death] LOL
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