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Paint Write Love

May 14, 2012 · 8 comments

Here I sit on the precipice of a new chapter.

I know that sounds dramatic… but it is!

I can almost not believe that tonight I shall be winging my way to Dubai.

And then tomorrow as the sun comes up over the desert sands I will fly on to Paris.

Life couldn’t be more exciting.

But for anyone who has followed my blog for the past few years will know… it hasn’t always been that way.

I have come so far since this journey started.

I have faced hardship… and pain.

And now… at last… I have reached the final step to freedom.

I’m a little frightened.  Which is natural I guess.

Taking that leap of faith into the unknown abyss was never going to be easy.

But it is essential.

And as they say:

“Great oceans were never discovered without first losing sight of the shore”

The decision to go to France was more an impulse than a decision. Something I could not NOT do. It was a foregone conclusion. .Not a decision at all.

Call it fate.

Or destiny.

It was already written.

Have you ever noticed how destiny simply presents itself… right there in front of you.

You look at it and instinctively know what’s going to happen.

Well… now when the Universe speaks… I listen [and it's not like I have a choice] [grin]

Of course… I could choose not to go.  I do have free will.

But why?  I’ve already seen myself there!

What’s been really funny though… is how the Universe has also been sending me trials to test my will. To test my stick-ability. My conviction to going. My readiness to meet the challenge.

From the very first day I booked my flights… obstacles have bobbed up all over the place.

Lights went out in my house.

Things broke.

My old laptop died.

My new car went back to the dealership with an oil leak [twice]

It’s like the spirit went out of the place.

But I got to do new wonderful things… like sit in a hammock sideways and look at the moon.

This place… this paradise I call home… has been really turning it on for me over the last couple of weeks.  Perfect cool clear crisp blue sky days. Days when the balmy breeze threatens to take over everything.

My life is in that breeze.  My heart is in this place.

But I was beginning to not see it.

I need change.  In order to see it all again.

Do you know what I mean?  Have you ever felt like that?

I bought a book of paintings by artist Thomas McKnight in Hawaii quite a few years ago.

I remember how his process resonated with me then.

He divided his time between New England and Florida… painting Florida while longing for the deep cosiness of New England… and painting New England while longing for the cool balm of Florida.

I get that.  I really do.

I am taking my laptop… and an arsenal of electronic equipment to hopefully stay in touch with you by way of blog articles… music… and videos.

I will also be setting up a brand new Facebook page

PAINT WRITE LOVE

[a nod to Elizabeth Gilbert's Eat Pray Love with huge apologies] so you can track me down and follow my progress.

And I will be counting on your moral support along the way!

I don’t speak French… so wish me luck… [I may well starve to death] LOL

LEAVE A NOTE!!!

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You Gotta Have Faith

April 17, 2009 · 26 comments

Artwork & Content Copyright 2009 Jean Burman

Cartoon Pen & Watercolour 8″ x 12″ 

It takes a person with a big open heart to live a carefree life these days. These are troubled times.  No-one is sure of anything.  We look at our lives and all that has changed… and wonder when it will stop… and if we will ever be the same again. When the answer comes back with a resounding “no”… our confidence in everything we knew to be true up to this point is shattered.  

For so many people around the world who are losing their jobs and their homes… their businesses and sometimes the relationships which underpinned them all… life will be undeniably different in the future.  But different doesn’t have to be a bad thing does it?  Sure… different will be strange at first… it always is.  But whatever the change… we know from past experience that we will soon grow used to it.  It’s all relative.  Because something is different does not (automatically) signal the end of the world.  

Besides… on the up side… “different” can open up a whole new world of possibilities.  Sure… it’s hard to be out of the comfort zone… but funnily enough that’s where some of the best stuff in life gets done.  

Moving on with it requires a large degree of faith… (and I don’t mean the religious kind either – although that can help if you’re so inclined – a bit of fervent prayer never hurt anyone – grin)

It’s faith… that quiet inner knowing… that allows us to step away from what we knew and take the necessary risk to move ahead in our lives… not knowing what shape or form that life may ultimately take.  It is the essential element in “loving life” despite the setbacks.  

In life…

Change is the one sure thing

Loss is all pervasive

and Faith is the only antidote.

It’s a beautiful thing… there should be more of it!  

 

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artwork Copyright 2009 Jean Burman

Hello Everyone.

Back in February 2008 when I wrote of change I could not have known how blustery the winds of change could be… how fast they could blow through a life… and how far they would eventually sweep me!

I know we should “be careful what we wish for” but I must confess… I’d been secretly hoping for change. Nothing big, mind you.  Something small and manageable would have been good. A gentle nudge even… perhaps?

But no… when change finally came… it was far from the gentle breeze I had anticipated. It was a maelstrom. A veritable whirlpool of changing events that played out so fast and so convincingly I could only deduce that it was “what was meant to be”. The universe had intervened. A hapless bystander in my own life… there was no avoiding any of it.

“The moving finger writes; and having writ moves on. Nor all thy piety nor thy wit shall serve to cancel half a line; nor all thy tears wash out a word of it” from the Rubaiyat of Omar Khayyam.

But I am happy to report that I have “lived to tell the tale”. Not that I am going to tell it here! (grin) Suffice it to say that whilst my life has irrevocably changed… I have never been better.  Yes it has made me sad… but I am no stranger to that.  And I shall no doubt feel it again before my days are over.  

But viewed in a prudential light my troubles have been few. I am not facing death, sickness or bankruptcy. It is simply time to say goodbye to a part of my life and move gloriously on! It’s only “change”… and I can do that!  (grin)

I’ve emerged stronger and wiser than I could ever have imagined. The things I knew to be true yesterday are no longer an issue. The things I now know were false all along no longer matter.

I am brimming with optimism for the future and feel a deep sense of “rightness” with my world. Most of all… I know in my heart that the best of my life is yet to come.


artwork Copyright 2009 Jean Burman

So finally… at last… Happy New Year everyone!  Despite all the bad news in the press… the doom and gloom on every page.  None of it really matters.  It’s all beyond our control anyway.  The only thing we can control in life… is our response to it.

And the really good news is it’s still an incredibly beautiful and all encompassing world.  We have art. We have music.   We have words.  We have life.  We have each other.  I am still working on the joyful bit… but I can feel it in the wind… though coming on a gentle breeze this time… curling quietly round the corner!

Thanks for waiting.

I’ve missed you all.

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virgin-branson-biofuel-flight.jpg
Cartoon – pen and watercolour 9″ x 12″

all artwork & content Copyright Jean Burman 2008 (C)

The engines had scarcely cooled… and the atmosphere had barely settled across the skies over Heathrow last week… before the naysayers and ne’er do wells were out in force baying at the moon. They wanted blood. They always do. But… in the fallout of mixed press reviews after last week’s historic test flight of a Virgin Atlantic 747 jumbo using an experimental biofuel made from coconuts and the brazillian babassu nut … it was headlines like

Branson’s coconut airways-but jet is on a flight to nowhere

Flight of Biofuel Fancy

Biofuel flight a publicity stunt

Ecoplane a dangerous Branson stunt

Virgin Atlantic bangs two halves of a coconut together and calls it biofuel

which left many readers (including this one) if not “seeing red”… then just a little “green around the gills” ~grin~

Labelled as “high altitude greenwash” by Greenpeace… and a “gimmick” by Friends of the Earth… the test flight predictably met with harsh criticism from green groups and certain areas of the media. But in my view… they missed the point.

In what was undeniably a historical small first step in the quest for cleaner skies and a brighter future for us all… Sir Richard Branson was once again at the forefront of innovation and enterprise in the ground breaking collaboration between Virgin Atlantic Boeing GE Aviation and energy company Imperium Renewables. Marlin Dailey from Boeing said:

“Today’s flight is a continuation of a journey we embarked on last year with Sir Richard and Virgin Atlantic to identify more sustainable forms of fuel for the aviation industry. Change begins with a vision. Following that, innovation and technologies are essential to proving the feasibility of renewable, alternative fuel sources for an environmentally progressive future of aviation. We commend Virgin Atlantic for their efforts to move that vision forward for the betterment of all of us.”

In acknowledging that this was just the first small step… Branson said:

“This pioneering flight will enable those of us who are serious about reducing our carbon emissions to go on developing the fuels of the future… fuels which will power our aircraft in the years ahead through sustainable next-generation oils… such as algae.”

Clearly… this is just a start. But like all good ideas… they have to start somewhere. The first wheel may well have been “square” but it didn’t take long for us to realise that making it “round” would cause it to be a whole lot more efficient!  Creative innovation and enterprise were needed to make the leap… and in the process of discovering “what will do” by first acknowledging “what won’t do”… progress was made.

It’s no different now.

We stand [excitedly] on the forefront of a new frontier. We need to develop new approaches to old challenges. New ways must be found to provide sustainable renewable sources of energy to not only power existing infrastructure… but also to power the infrastructure of the future… much of it beyond our wildest dreams at this point in time.

To this end… we need to keep an open mind as never before. We cannot go back… even though the pundits would have us believe that we should.

“Well, that settles it. We’re going to have to go back to sailing ships (but they might frighten the whales!)” – anonymous poster

But rolling back progress is not the answer. We must go forward. It’s the way of things. So instead of standing in the way of those who would go on ahead to blaze the trail for the rest of us… we should get behind them and help with the push.

And anyone who is willing to invest in excess of $3 billion dollars [and the requisite elbow grease] over the next decade to fight global warming (as Branson has pledged to do)… is worth getting behind don’t you think?

“Nothing great was ever achieved without enthusiasm” – Ralph Waldo Emerson


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CHANGE

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