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February 20, 2009 · 9 comments

FLASHBACK artwork Copyright 2009 Jean Burman

Sheesh… and I thought I was pushing stuff uphill at the end of 2007! (((chuckles)))

I’m off to Brisbane today to pick up some art supplies. I boxed up much of it when I was home a week or so ago and posted the boxes down to myself here on the Coast… but somehow left behind my large portfolio with a whole (unopened) bag of new paper in it. I had excess baggage anyway… so maybe leaving it behind was a good thing.  And I can always get it next time.

Meantime though… I’m chaffing at the bit to get paint to paper. Hence the trip to Brisbane. I can’t wait to browse the aisles of Eckersleys to see what I will find. I love art supply shops. They all have the same smell no matter where in the world you go!  It’s a peculiar combination of paint paper clay glue… I don’t know what… but it never fails to spark the flame of inspiration in me.

I knew a guy once who (along with his beautiful wife) owned an art shop.  He ran classes occassionally in the loft above the store.  He was a big man with a beard and a somewhat gruff personality (if you didn’t know him better).  He scared the begeezes out of me for a long time… but then as time went on and I visited the shop and took a few classes… I seemed to catch his drift.  

He was passionate about art.  Moreover he was passionate about his materials. I remember his thunderous voice on one such occasion loudly booming…

“you’ve got to be in LOVE with your materials”  

He punctuated the statement with a ferocious wave of his fist at the back wall where art hung as a glorious exemplary metaphor.  I thought he was nuts.  

At the time I was only in love with the wafty idea of the subject floating vicariously around in my head… so I didn’t really get it.  I thought the paint and the paper or canvas… the clay… or whatever… was just a means to an end.  

But no… after all these years… and now that big John has gone to that big art studio in the sky… I do finally get it.  I love the stuff that makes it happen!  

I do I do I do!  

I love the brushes for the varying marks they make… each with their own unique personality.  I love the paper which, depending on brand, shape or size gives me a totally different mood and feel.  I love the paint as it flows across the paper and settles into  crevices along it’s path… creating new and unexpected nuances I could never have ever imagined in the first place.

I love the feel of it.  The “doing” of it.  

Yes… I love my “stuff”.  And I can’t wait to get my hands on it!   

After that… maybe a leisurely lunch somewhere… and then on to the Queensland Art Gallery to see what’s new on the exhibition circuit.  You might remember my report on Picasso back in August last year which ignited so much new found passion for Modigliani!  

Well… watch out here I go again.  And depending on whose work is showing… this time they may have to tie me down… (or not!)  We’ll see. 

;-)

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artwork Copyright 2009 Jean Burman

Hello Everyone.

Back in February 2008 when I wrote of change I could not have known how blustery the winds of change could be… how fast they could blow through a life… and how far they would eventually sweep me!

I know we should “be careful what we wish for” but I must confess… I’d been secretly hoping for change. Nothing big, mind you.  Something small and manageable would have been good. A gentle nudge even… perhaps?

But no… when change finally came… it was far from the gentle breeze I had anticipated. It was a maelstrom. A veritable whirlpool of changing events that played out so fast and so convincingly I could only deduce that it was “what was meant to be”. The universe had intervened. A hapless bystander in my own life… there was no avoiding any of it.

“The moving finger writes; and having writ moves on. Nor all thy piety nor thy wit shall serve to cancel half a line; nor all thy tears wash out a word of it” from the Rubaiyat of Omar Khayyam.

But I am happy to report that I have “lived to tell the tale”. Not that I am going to tell it here! (grin) Suffice it to say that whilst my life has irrevocably changed… I have never been better.  Yes it has made me sad… but I am no stranger to that.  And I shall no doubt feel it again before my days are over.  

But viewed in a prudential light my troubles have been few. I am not facing death, sickness or bankruptcy. It is simply time to say goodbye to a part of my life and move gloriously on! It’s only “change”… and I can do that!  (grin)

I’ve emerged stronger and wiser than I could ever have imagined. The things I knew to be true yesterday are no longer an issue. The things I now know were false all along no longer matter.

I am brimming with optimism for the future and feel a deep sense of “rightness” with my world. Most of all… I know in my heart that the best of my life is yet to come.


artwork Copyright 2009 Jean Burman

So finally… at last… Happy New Year everyone!  Despite all the bad news in the press… the doom and gloom on every page.  None of it really matters.  It’s all beyond our control anyway.  The only thing we can control in life… is our response to it.

And the really good news is it’s still an incredibly beautiful and all encompassing world.  We have art. We have music.   We have words.  We have life.  We have each other.  I am still working on the joyful bit… but I can feel it in the wind… though coming on a gentle breeze this time… curling quietly round the corner!

Thanks for waiting.

I’ve missed you all.

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