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Vincent Van Gogh

The Creative Dilemma

November 30, 2009 · 24 comments

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Well it’s been a crazy week of revolving doors for me as new doors swing open and old doors slam shut . Generally speaking though that’s great news… and a sign that things in my Universe are starting to shake out!

You know… it’s kind of fun to stand back and watch from a distance all the action happening in your own life. Letting go of outcomes and allowing things to just be can be a bit scary at times… but it’s fun nonetheless. And I could get used to it. [Grin]

The global economic climate (not to be confused with climate change per se- grin) has given everyone quite a bit to think about. But for creative artists of all persuasions (be they painters potters or musicians) the struggle to do well at what we do well… has always been pretty difficult. And historically nothing has changed.

VincentCartoon Pen & Watercolour

Copyright © 2007-09 Jean Burman

Vincent Van Gogh was creatively and financially supported throughout his entire career by his brother Theo.  He never sold a painting. We may well laugh now at how wealthy he might have been in his own lifetime. But he wasn’t. He was a man ahead of his time. But no-one really got that. Not even his fellow artists. Especially not his fellow artists. Consequently without the creative endorsement he craved… he was condemned to continually question his own worth as an artist.

Sound familiar?

The upshot of course was that Vincent finally sliced off an ear and died in a garret with two bullet holes in his stomach partly because he couldn’t handle it anymore. He gave up. And it’s easy to give up on a world that doesn’t know that stars are blobs of swirling bright light circling the evening sky… [grin]

Vincent 2Cartoon Pen & Watercolour

Copyright © 2007-09 Jean Burman

Creative spirits live in a world of their own. There is no clear direction forward for us… not to mention… very little endorsement or feedback for what we’ve already done.

Yes… we know what we want. But what the rest of the world wants is an entirely different matter. Complicate that further by saying that much of the rest of the world doesn’t actually know what they want… or what they like [without being told]… and we have one very perplexing problem!

In the end… fame and fortune pretty much comes down to the “hype” around the product… and not necessarily the product itself. The people who eventually gain recognition… are not necessarily those with the most talent… but those who are best able to bring their product to the marketplace via the best most expedient method.

But this is all terribly left brain stuff. And most artists (well the creative ones anyway) are incredibly right brain orientated. That’s what makes them… surprise surprise… so darned creative!

For my part… well… I don’t want to be famous but I do want to get my stuff out there. So that means I have to spend at least some of my time in the left brained world. It’s a funny nuts and bolts place to be… but it can be a whole lot of fun as well.

Check out my new You Tube clip here.

It was a challenge to put this together and the best fun you can ever have all by yourself in iPhoto and on YouTube. Would also like to thank Paul Simon [the voice and lyrics of my childhood] for the use of Punkey’s Dilemma… the cornflake song… what a great little song it still is!

For my part… I just want to paint and write… live… laugh and love. Whatever comes after [in/around and between] all that… who knows and who even cares? It’s my life. And I’m only going to get one chance at it. I make mistakes like everyone else. And have suffered probably more than my fair share of sadness. But I am also blessed in so many ways.

And the great thing is I am finally beginning to realise that absolutely nothing is ever set in stone. Doors open and close all the time with intermittent regularity. And all that’s required of us is a willingness to step through the next open door to see what’s on the other side. It’s as easy as that! *wink*

The real prizes in life go to whoever opens the most doors… and investigates as fully as possible their own individual potential. There are no guarantees we will survive this life… in fact… it’s a pretty sure thing that we’re not going to make it out alive!

So heck… while we’re here we may as well give it our best shot. With or without any thanks… or claps… and regardless of the heckles… [or the people who would persist in placing obstacles in our way]

Doing our creative thing… whatever that may be… is our gift to the world as much as ourselves. And you never know… maybe someday… someone… somewhere…. might just get it and go WOW!

If not… well… we had a whole heck of a lot of fun doing whatever it was we got to do!

Didn’t we?

Would love to hear your comments about YOUR creative life and experience.  Drop me a line here!

Oh… and before I forget… the 2010 Universal Artist Calendar is now available for immediate shipping over at RED BUBBLE [in case you didn't get that already LOL]  Okay… that’s enough shameless self promotion for me… back to painting… writing… more dreaming *sigh*  :-)

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p1000491-1What really happened on that Starry~Starry~Night!

(An oldie but a goodie! LOL)

Pen & Watercolour Copyright 2007 Jean Burman

See? He wasn’t mad afterall… just a little “troubled” ’tis all!  We knew that all along right?

In the news this week… revelations of the secret pact between Vincent Van Gogh and Paul Gauguin which secured Gauguin’s freedom from prosecution… shored up their fragile friendship… and effectively silenced the truth for all these years. History is becoming curiouser and curiouser!

Poor old Vincent… hailed a madman for the past hundred years [or so] for allegedly cutting off his own ear in a fit of madness and despair… was this week vindicated of the crime. I don’t know about you… but the revelation that it was in fact Paul Gauguin who sliced off Vincent’s ear with a sword [as you do]… as Vincent tried to stop him from leaving his little yellow house in Arles… seems so much more plausible to me. I mean for heaven’s sake…  if you’re going to lose an ear for whatever reason… why not share the fun and let a friend have a “hand” in it?  An eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth or some such?  Why… even Bill Shakespeare was all for the lending of an ear to random friends romans and countrymen alike…(grin)

How their secret pact lay dormant for as long as it did under the close scrutiny of art historians and academics is beyond speculation… but someone on history keeping’s slippery slope slipped up somewhere!  

I have sometimes wondered what lies ahead for artists whose work is the only thing left behind to speak for them after their death. With history  in the hands of mere mortals anything could happen.  And knowing the propensity we humans have for whipping up a storm of gossip, innuendo, outright lies and downright controversy  [if we can at all possibly "swing it"]… and given the added penchant for art critics and commentators to “read into” a painting whatever “deeper meaning” seems appropriate to their mood at the time… well… you might agree that history would naturally become a little bit “sketchy” over time…(okay okay…pun intended)

So… with history revised… it appears that Vincent was not at all unlike the rest of us. A little mad at times perhaps… and yes granted… just a tad more talented. (grin) But tragically human all the same!

p1000138-1Artwork Copyright 2007 Jean Burman 

In many ways we artists still “see what he saw”. And still “feel as he did”.  He too struggled to keep his head above water and his heart in the right place. He ached for the companionship of kindred spirits and longed for understanding (and a modicum of recognition) from a less than sympathetic public.

History has it that he died a broken man… mentally emotionally spiritually and financially. What a joke it would now seem to him that… a century too late to pay the bills… collectors have attached a multi-million dollar price tag to the artwork of a madman!   Now that he has been declared sane [even if only approximately so] it will be interesting to see if “loyalty” and not “madness” will continue to hold monetary value in the work.  

Only time (and history) will tell.  

And we already know how transient and unreliable that can be!  

Hope you like the re-worked website.  Finally.  But not final at all.  This place will be a work in progress for a little while yet to come.  Any comments/suggestions will be gratefully received!   

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